| The time of your life. Enjoy it while it lasts.!!!!! |
[mar. 28e, 2005|01:01 pm] |
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"Wide Eyes"
Walking by your house,
and reeking of the drinks I've had
My life is just a waste, a blinded waste
and I'm wide awake
my eyes have met with yours
depressions gone away
I won't walk away from you
like the prodigal I've been
I'll never run away from you
cuz I've seen the other side
I'm never going back again
back again right now
with my eyes, my eyes wide open
my eyes, my eyes wide open
I walked away from you
and I walked away from you
"For A Friend"
Gone and disapearing on this cold night
I never thought it'd be that way
Your crying eyes they form the question
Formed by the words that we have shared
Uncovered signs now change the times
Perplexing incongruent lies
Unparalled, impossible, complacent amiable souls
God, I wanna see you on the inside
But it's not feeling like that way
Confusion bleeds to vulture stares
Conviction bleeds the silence here
he suffocates and I regret
Wafer thin and falling from interest
Goodbye my friend
And disapearing on this cold night
I never thought it'd be this way
Your crying eyes they form the question
Formed by the words that we have shared
I am sorry but this is the way is has to be right now |
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| make believe |
[juil. 19e, 2004|04:37 pm] |
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"Make Believe"
it could be that i'm always wrong
i hear it in my head
twisting and lies
till we're sure i'm wrong
but i forget
how you broke my heart
or how you find yourself
untimely falling for someone else dear
and every time
something like this happens
you always make it seems
like i did something wrong to you
well guess what
i can't do this anymore
so next time
you're thinking about telling me
what i do wrong
think about
all i let myself
forget
why can't you
have me
and be happy
at the same time
(en) |
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| baby blue |
[juil. 19e, 2004|04:36 pm] |
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"Baby Blue"
But it's okay to come around
With nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you were better
I know you want it all and you got me
Sorry I never was everything you ever dreamed
But kept at bay for just in case that day
But it's okay to come around
With nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you were better
I don't want you to love me anymore
With my bags packed and ready to go
Nothing's ever hurt so much for me than to let you go
With my bags packed and ready to go
Nothing's ever hurt so much for me than to let you go
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| smashed into pieces |
[juil. 19e, 2004|04:17 pm] |
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"Smashed Into Pieces"
Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.
And if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me.
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.
No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline.
So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.
You made me swear
I, I can't sleep.
Realize all these things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
into dust. (you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind. (you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside. (you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was, it was yours, yours to begin with.
(silverstein) |
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| bleeds no more |
[juil. 19e, 2004|04:16 pm] |
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"Bleeds No More"
My heart bleeds no more;
now, it's been turned to stone.
You're stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Drag me on the ground.
Powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein.
Blood still stains my hands.
Sharpening my sense of pain outside,
my heart bleeds no more.
My heart bleeds no more;
now, it's been turned to stone.
You're stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Drag me on the ground.
Killing everything off inside.
Make sense of everything you tried to hide,
hide from me.
My heart bleeds no more;
now, it's been turned to stone.
My stomach feels sore from cutting up.
I ruined all my sanctity for you.
Smash me on the ground.
I wanted to,
convince myself there's nothing else to do.
I wanted to.
Provide you with proof of what you put me through.
I wanted to.
Pretend that I was you.
"your the worst thing thats ever happend to me"
"dieee"
Killing everything off inside.
Make sense of everything you tried to hide,
hide from me.
My heart bleeds no more;
now, it's been turned to stone.
You're stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Smash me on the ground. (sil) |
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| when broken is easily fixed |
[juil. 19e, 2004|04:15 pm] |
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"When Broken Is Easily Fixed"
I can resist everything except temptation. My body breaks, but I am still intact inside. My human instinct, I can love unconditionally. Cross my heart and lie to you (my conscience plagues at me, fills me with this despair) Failure within me. Promise you and let you down (Emotion conquers my soul, robs me of myself) Brings me to my knees. Follow me, lead you astray (nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail) Loathe myself to sleep. Your words kill me. You can breathe without oxygen and live without sorrow. How I envy you, though pity your ghost. Ignorance is bliss I wish I could never love you. So ironic that a heart made by man, when broken is easily fixed. But a human hurt can last a lifetime. Rust or decay. The fire or the flame. You and I will lead the path to change. Pave the way.(sil) |
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| broken parachute |
[juil. 19e, 2004|02:23 pm] |
"Broken Parachute"
One thousand feet in the atmosphere you're there
And losing light shrinking skin
Wishing death on worthless liars and beauty queens
One million hours from the city
Where the lights won't burn out eyes
That's where the wild things are that's where gold falls from the sky
So take this gun and load it
Slowly point it straight up at the sky
Mark the spot where you stand cause it will come back down at the end of July
It's not fair
I know somewhere my life won't be like this
Pulling out the poison with a kiss on the bottle's lips
Sing la da da da la da da da la da da da la
Sing la da da da la da da da la da da da la
Ride fast from the cast
Holding the monsters underneath your bed
Hiding out for weeks on end
Jumping down on their bruised hands
Jumping down on their weak end
I forever I win
Standing straight in the firefight reading liars their rights
Shooting at the dark and things you never see
Kiss the ring and punch your knees
Run until you can't breath
They can't catch up without hearts
They don't believe in that sorta thing
And somewhere between here and there
There's billboards and silver spoons
And the phone won't stop ringing
My head's reaming... I am famous...
And then I won't care at all about anything
... Just like you... I'm just like you...
I don't care at all about anything...
La da da da
La da da da....(ns) |
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| dying slowly |
[juil. 19e, 2004|02:14 pm] |
"Dying Slowly"
I feel like I'm drowning myself in you
and I want to breathe until my lungs fail
so I sit underneath the heavens
staring at the scar on my face
it hurts
when you're not around
I think its sad to say that I miss you
and that I miss you
and I've traded myself in for you (in for dying slowly)
and I've traded myself in for you (one more, watch it be okay)
the fall will tell
of another year that I failed myself again
to a queen of hearts
lets take a ride, tear in through the dark
next to fireflies and over sleepin eyes
to a place that doesnt want a part me, part of you.
part of you.
I think its sad to say
That I miss you
and that I miss you
and ive traded myself in for you (in for dying slowly)
and ive traded myself in for you (one more, watch it be okay)(ns) |
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| falling stars from your eyes |
[juil. 16e, 2004|10:01 am] |
"Falling Stars From Your Eyes"
Thinking of why your not here, you cried without a single tear, stop running from your life things aren't what they seem to be my heart was all for you but look at what you've done to me, I listened to you I don't know why I died tonight in your eyes, I said I'd listen to you I don't know why it seems like I died tonight in your eyes tonight.(ns) |
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| I love Bridget!!!!! |
[juil. 15e, 2004|03:39 pm] |
Into Your Arms"
I'm motionless, and love stands still apart from all the rest
And you're the only one who hears my voice
Apologies were spoken underneath the harvest trees
While our dreams fell down like autumn leaves
Its getting hard to pick myself up off the ground this time
And your willingness never seems to change my mind
And im falling into your arms again
I'm thinking that I should put my trust in him
Do you remember November twenty-second?
I could see your breath but your heart was vaguing
Maybe this is what i need, some uncertainty
But if I let it go, I could be risking everything
Theres no day like today...
Theres no day like today...
And your drifting far away...
And it's tearing me..and it's tearing me..
It's tearing me apart...
I'ts getting hard to pick myself up off the ground this time
And your willingness never seems to change my mind
And im running into your arms again
I'm thinking that I should put my trust in him (beloved) |
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| save yourself |
[juil. 2e, 2004|12:57 pm] |
"Save Yourself"
These words, fall from your mouth,
and stab me in the back
It should have never come to this
Its too late, for your apologies
They can't bring back all that you've taken from me
Stripped of my pride, and left for dead
This time is the last time I take this abuse
I've found my place, and this place is far away from you
How can you say, I'm at fault the one to blame is you
Stripped of my pride, and left for dead
I'm so tired of apologizing to myself for you
And what you've done to me
And I've tried, to forgive myself for caring about you
There's nothing I can do...
This time is the last time I take this abuse
I've found my place, and this place is far away from you
I'm so tired of apologizing to myself for you
And what you've done to me
And I've tried, to forgive myself for caring about you
There's nothing I can do...(mr) |
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| playing for keeps |
[juil. 2e, 2004|12:22 pm] |
"Playing For Keeps"
It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.
So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.
So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
You're so good
You're so good
You're so good
You're so good
So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
You're so good
You're so good(mr) |
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| I love Bridget!!!!! |
[juil. 1er, 2004|03:14 pm] |
Yes, I do...(the love of your life)
what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go
and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)
take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
i'll fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you(MR) |
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| im better of with out you |
[juil. 1er, 2004|03:04 pm] |
these eyes they're strongly covered in disguise
they're waiting on the real time again
you'll see that no one knows for sure
for all of this
i'm better off without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
this ride is drifting slowely to the side
we're swerving off the road
going past the cones that warned us from the start
for all of this
i'm better off without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
(everyday goes, everynight goes)
on and on we sing this song
the entire day thats oh so long
every night we sing this song for you
for all of this
i'm better off without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
for all of this
i'm better off without you
do you regret so
your loneliness |
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| I love Bridget!!!!! |
[juin. 30e, 2004|01:31 pm] |
I love you Bridget!!!!!
The hand of my clock strikes two
In times when I got the best of you
We made promises we couldn't keep
And every night we couldn't sleep.
I didn't know why, but didn't ask questions
because it was the first time in my life, yeah the first time in my life
Where I, did something right.
I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time
You pick me apart
While I search for witty things to say (In my defense)
"You'll never amount to anything anyway"
(Don't press your luck, don't press your luck)
And think that I'm impressed with your one night stands
and your contagious kiss
I'm trying to get this right
Yeah, cause I'm ridiculous like that
I'll keep this as
A constant reminder
Of the nights I spent holding onto
And rest assured I'm moving on
I miss you less, with each day your gone (MR) |
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| I love Bridget!!!!! |
[juin. 28e, 2004|02:38 pm] |
I love Bridget and she is taken by the way!!!!!
Let's start out by starting over.
What did I expect?
You're no good at lying and I'm no good at comebacks.
You're so untouchable.
I'm oh-so-terrible at this.
I'm terrible at this, you know.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.
And I bet you've got every word I said
memorized in your head.
And you'll use every one of them,
and you'll use every one of them against me.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.
Tell all your friends about me.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.
I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
And realize how many times I've tried, but that's wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.
Tell all your friends about me.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.(MR) |
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| Love you...Love you... |
[juin. 23e, 2004|03:41 pm] |
"Your Stories, My Alibis"
speak to me
tell me something so typical
a lullaby or something miserable
that will keep me up at night
cross out my eyes
i know you planned it
you know i love you
and i can't stand it
we just lost control
(we just lost control)
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
go lie to me
tell me stories so beautiful
an epic of something so terrible
that it makes me weep
cross out these days
on the calendar
it hurts me so much
and im not quite sure
i care anymore
(i care anymore)
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth dying for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
anything to keep me breathing(MR) |
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| im not okay, i promise |
[juin. 14e, 2004|05:28 pm] |
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
(my chemical r)
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay |
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| the ghost of you |
[juin. 14e, 2004|09:16 am] |
"The Ghost Of You"
i never said i'd lie and wait forever
if i died we'd be together
i cant always just forget her
but she could try
at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever ever...
ever...
get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
she dies
at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are never gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
if i fall
if i fall (down)
at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are never gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna...(my chemical r) |
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| mi romance chimico |
[juin. 13e, 2004|03:28 pm] |
Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star falls brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide? |
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